I don’t know, I don’t care, and it doesn’t make any difference!
–Jack Kerouac
I think that kind of sums me up at the moment. I don’t recall ever feeling so down. It’s a strange sensation because not matter how hard to try and lift yourself you can always see the fall away below you. I guess it’s work and all the things that go with it. I know I’m ready for a change, I just have to get out because it’s affecting everything I do and feel. I don’t recall ever hating anything the way I hate work!